’NEVER LOSE HOPE’
"if you believe in something or you want to achieve something, Never give up because there is always a chance as long as your heart doesn't stop pounding!"
i re-read chun's blog n i found this phrase meaningful, so i would like to quote that to share with everyone of uu..=)
isnt that meaningful???
thanks wu chun for motivating me, telling me not to lose hope but keep trying!! yes yes it can only apply on certain things... n definitely not relationships =S
anyw, i feel more relief right now.. =)
to my dear wu chun,
thanksss alot! i will wholeheartedly support uuuu!!!! u rock! n so is fahrenheit!!! muacksss...
loving idols will be much betta *wink*
Friday, February 29, 2008
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*EeeeeeEvil*
ppl can juz changed into another person in a blink of an eye......
last week , someone can be soo nice, so caring, so sweeet to talk to, so kind n helpful, so eager to....=X
we even made a deal ( okay as far as i believe), n i promised to blablablablabla....
but wad happened this week???*roll eyes* (im not dreaming oookay...)
luckily im not so-into it yet, luckily i neva trusted u....if not, my room would be flooded..=S
u fako! =X
they are juz sooo HOT!!!HOT!!! n HOT!!! *applause*
although im in a dilemma situation, happening times do happen on me too..=)
no t too bad after all...=S
eyes are really important for a person....*evil laugh*
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Thursday, February 28, 2008
*shakes head*
oh my god...!! i cant believe this is happening...=_=
from classmates to friends to good friends to close friends to stg which i duno how to describe to not-so-close friends to hi-bye friends to enemies( have i ever treated u as an enemy?) to not friends anymore to normal friends to close friends again to stg which i dun feel like telling...cause i duno which word to use..to not-so-close friends to hi-bye friends to enemies?(yess this time i can consider this word already.... =D)
is this a daily routine? yeahh shud think wisely whether to take this kinda ppl as a friend.....
why on earth is this "ppl" behaving so so so so teruk onee???
they juz dun appreciate their friendss.. =S
it is pretty childish to use this phrase..(:" hmph! i dun friend u anymore") err..okay im not a small kid anymore.. im already a uni student... so..yeahh... that phrase is totally outtt!!!! hahahahaa...
but i still have a diff thought which is quite similar as wad i've mentioned above... ohh puh-lease..grow up abit.yeahh la maybe im still "childish" minded...=S
but one thing.. i dun undstd why i always face these kinda problem..one after another.., non-stop...sheeeeshhh!
i juz dun get the "luck"like wad others had.....=S okay, im pretty fine since everything is fated... no point hoping for it when the time hasnt come.. =) so juz stay happieee....=) happieee n happiee =)
another thing... arghh i've been repeating it again n again...complained for so mny times already but it still remains the same....=( im fed up of everything already...there are so mny assignments to complete.. n i seriously hate uni life alottt..or it is juz the matter of getting use to it?nahhh.. it take centuries for me to adapt the uni life.........=X
i hate this kinda feeling either..being a stupid person all the time.. got abandoned by friendss most of the time...this feeling is soooo-the-uncomfortable...=X arghh i have to be a sociable person...( im not sociable enuf right?)........ come -on!!!! socialise abit la!!!! (got this from zink zink) hahaha!!
anyw, life still goes on, so is betta to be a considerate friend =) this feeling completely sucks to me but thats the only thing i can doooo..=) and im trying hard to be happiee everyday.....=D
some ppl really suck alot la....especially the person hu......ahhhh..horrible friend.....the 2nd worst friend i ever met in this world..n i seriously hope i can mix around with otherss n hope i can meet the hottiesss =) wakakakkaa!
god bless!!!
p/s hate u all ! damn it!
but still, smile always...
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Tuesday, February 26, 2008
Jay Chou's Concert!!!*23rd of February 2008*
sorry for the late post for this memorable concert....i was supposed to post this like the day after the concert..but i wass too lazieee la...thinking that uni is starting, my mood juz swing immediately...=S
anyw, i had hell loadsa fun on that day..=) although i dun adore him, but his singing skills is totally good n he definitely deserved 2 thumbs up..=) he is juz so- talented!!! my goodness.. i was so surprised to see the transparent grand piano..!! hahahaha first time seeing transparent piano..=) sooooo nice....plus he played sooo well..same thing goes to the "nan quan ma ma"'s yu hao..hahaha hez a good player indeed..=) i totally love that piano soo soo soo much..=D
i am fair enough to say that both of them are the great pianist..! of course la dun compare with the western pianist..LOLss...they are pretty talented enough to challenge the western pianist i supposed..=X
no regrets attending this hyper concert...oohh..someone forced me to jump n sing together with her...hahaha this gurl is sooo into jay man..cant help it...everyone was jumping, so, to suit the situation..., i juz followed them..hehehe.. it was fun though..!! the environment was totally cool=) at least we were not stuck up in the stadium like bukit jalil =S
oh yea.there's sth i would like to share with everyone of uuu...sometimes ppl are juz so selfish....check out the organisers, other than hotlink n galaxy.., there was still another organiser or sponsored company..... MUNCHY'S!!!!!
okay, we got really mad during the concert...as i said...ppl are so selfish n inconsiderate sometimes...haihzz...i can still bear with that, but ft got totally mad n then she scolded themm!!! ahahahaha uncle n kiddiess...that was ur fault, so dun blame my friend for screwing u directly infront of other fans..hahahahahah! u deserved that scoldings mannnn!!!!!
so ppl, puh-lease...do think of others b4 u attempt to do something..=)
here are a few picts i've taken on that day....... not too mny cause cameraz were not allowed to bring in...+ i dun have my own camera either... =S
yeahh we got VVIP tix..thankss a million to my aunt lee ching..=)
b4 the concert starts.....camwhore...as usual..
after the concert......so sweatttieee...
them...posing the tix.....they were simply too high..... btw we were in mcdonaldss that time....
me.. SS-sing...LOLs..too bad my babe wasnt with me..hahahhaa
and she bought this for only rm49.90!!! cheap....!!!special price n i think itz worth buying...=)
the "ying guang bang" =)we bought 4 actually...
random pict...
miss ning feng ting...!! hahaha no need to thank me for the tix okay!! i got them for FREE!! is not like i wasted 888+888 to buy the tix for u rightt?hahahahaha.. LOLs.. anyw glad that u had fun... his concert was not too bad la.. still okay n deserved to be watched..hahahahaha!!
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Monday, February 25, 2008
i totally hateee this feeeeeeeelingggg!!!!
*so-feel-like-shooting-them-man*!!!!!!!!
selfish ppl!!BOoOoo!!!
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Sunday, February 24, 2008
Feeling so so so so bad....
owhhh...why am i feeling so bad lately???
is it because of "that".....err...hmmm..didnt know it affected me that much....sighhh... but guess im still fine....trying really hard to be fine..=/
okay starting from tmrw i'll be living a new life......=S wake up larrhhhh!!!!
lookin forward to the next hols.=X
"is not that i dun want, but i cant!!!!!" =S
so-the-miserable
"muz be strong enuf to say NO"
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Friday, February 22, 2008
It Finally comes to an EnD...
ooohh...i've been on hols for almost 3 monthss already.. come to think of it, wad have u done during the holss?anything meaningful?nahhhh... all i did was...hanging around, not to say everyday ler.. but very often..=) ppl hu constantly visit my blog will know la right... all the outings n everything i've posted in muh blog...*kekekekkeee*
hmmm for the past few weeks, i've been thinking of studying... errr. maybe i had too much fun, suddenly felt like studying.. .but now, when holidays are ending.....i felt different AGAIN.... ahhhh cant imagine 3 months hols is going to end sooo-the-soon!!sheeeeeeshhh!!
uni'z gonna start in like 2 days timee.. damn it!!!!damn it damn it!!!!!!! i haven really enjoyed to the max =S there are so mny things i would like to do.....time doesnt allow me to complete my *task* lolss...
but anyw. there's no way to escape... still, i have to start studying already... takan i pura-pura sick, n then gain sympathy from my parents so that i can skip classess??right?hahahaha!!!! the worst thing is that.. my timetable is so hanging, so unbalance.... good job for those hu manage to squeeze everything in 3 dayss.. hahaha i wanted to do the same thing, but i think it would be superb tiring...so..ahhhh..4 days then 4 days ler.. as long as im off on friday.... waittt.. so wad if im off on fri?nobody will ajak me out also...=_= *dun ever put hopes on myself anymore..*
itz gonna be a new life for me once uni starts... new me, new goals, new inspiration, new look?(ermm maybe, if i ever achieve my misson), new brain( i hooppee so), new wishes, new plans, new friends etc etc..the list goess on..... oh ya not to forget the most important one... BE OPTIMISTIC!!!!! this is a good word to motivate everyone =) including myself.. cause i know how pessimist i am..so yeahh apply that in our life.. =)
hmmmm.. i need to be more independent now... no more *depending* on my mum nor friends... okay i admit that im so-the-dependent all the time...ALL THE TIME.. so itz time to manage everything myself, try to cope everything, without hoping for any help..i know, sometimes ppl are juz so selfish( to be honest, sometimes i am selfish though)...so might as well try to handle it all by myself... =) *no one is perfect, yess i knoww...i haven found any perfect friendss yett...*
i hope i dun behave like *those friendss*... i wishhh! lolss... im tryin really hard to be a considerate person, be a helpful person, be a friendly person =) ahh anyw, no matter how bad they are, still i have to take it..cause they're my friendsss rightt? the bad habits they have, the att which i hate it alot or wtv shit, once friends means forever friendss... (thats why i love the forever friends teddiess so muccchhiiee)
starting from next week, i dun think i have the time to blog anymore.. maybe once in a blue moon, since assignments are waiting for usss....arghh.. i hate doing assignmentss..but thats uni life right.. i cant do anything...=S
n yeahh, i would be super bz... hope i dun disappoint any visitors/readers.....will try to update more if i have the timee...=)
here are some random picts, the happiee times i had with all my friendss...*college mates n high school friendss..*
i truly miss them alott.. some of them had already gone to melbourne for further studies, some going back to college soon, some working, some leaving in few months time.......
n so we are kinda like separated, but.. i will neva forget the memoriess we had...
*some picts are in the previous post, so.. view it if u want to... *
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Message for someone....
truly hope uu cann doo it!!!
*pray hard*
have u heard of nike's slogan?juz do it!!!!
ohh come on! i know u definitely can..where's ur determination??
is always the matter of whther u want or not...
puh-lease..im so eager to see the NEW u in future =)
hugssss,
yiwei!!! =)
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Wednesday, February 20, 2008
Wad Is It Sooo Fun n Nice Bout Smokiingggg!!!!!!!
okay this is a serious n big issue to meeeE!!!
hmmm i juz dun undstd why the smokers love smoking soo muchhh....izit that fun? i was told that smoking releases stress!!!! how far izit trueee??? why dun i smoke when i feel stresss???
oh come on there are so mny ways to release stress right or nott!!!=S
healthy ways like blablablabla....mny ways la but im lazy to think of it..
advertisement boards everywhere....but the notices are not effective at all.. ppl will have the "like-i-care" thought...
im wondering..why the smokers dun think of the consequences of smoking??? they can juz smoke like nobody's biz, without considering the ppl around them..especially the young kids?
oh hell..! being a 2nd hand smoker is worse still...these smokerss are sooo... INCONSIDERATE!! selfish summoree!! damn ittt!!!
hello, dun they think that smoking can cause all kinds of diseases?especially lung cancer, the most famous one.. =X puhhh-lease.......... dear smokersss... health is the most important man!!! no point living a happiee life when ur stuck in hospital for ur entire life or, kena cancer or wtv sickness la.....=_= especially those disease which can lead to death...
honestly speaking, i dun really care bout other smokers actually.. juz hate it when they try to smoke infront of me..act like as if they are sO COOL!!! really feel like putting the cigarette into their nose or ears n let them feel the actual HIGHNESS!!!!! *nyeknyek* true wad right... since they are soo-the-selfish, only think of themselves..we shud juz shooot them directly!!!!
for now, i dun want to care bout others...as in not my friends ler....they want to die earlier, let them be.. non of my biz also..hahahhaa *evil*
more concern of someone whom i think i shud concern*i think*..lolss.. okayler, make it clear.., one of my friend..(hmm im not too sure hu smokes or hu doesnt actually.., ppl around here love telling lies right.., BUT, there's no way to hide when a person smokes...) when can he quit smokingg huh?he doesnt take my advice =S thats the prob.. dun think my existence will affect him that much... he juz take my advice as shit or sth...the worst thing is that, i juz found out that he got addicted long time ago...wow.. was so freaked out the moment i got this newsss.....u knoww.. ppl can juz changed in a blink of an eye... few month ago, he can be a naive guy hu doesnt touch all these, n yet few months later he turned out to be like that.... this is so disappointing, seriously super disappointing... izit because u mixed up with the wrong companies?=S ohh i guess no one can influence u to quit...i've tried so mny times but it juz didnt work..
oh-the-so-called-FRIEND!!! can u do itt?ermm i dun think u will....
anyw.. im hoping for MIRACLE desperately....
i know u can, if u really want to...........*pray*
*if there's a will, there's a way*
so it all depends on urself.. , depends on how much u love urself... as a friend of urs, these are the things i can do.. advice advice advice n advice againnn..... u shud know how dangerous smoking can be... i know, u feel depress, super stress, but think of it properly, there are mny ways to cure that...=) hope u cannnnn =) hoping to see a healthier U =)
when can malaysia ban smokinggggg???!!!!!
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Monday, February 18, 2008
Li En!!!!! This msg is specially for uuuuu!!!
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Saturday, February 16, 2008
Freakinggg BoreDDDD!!!
Next Destination.................
oopsss i reached home at 12am sharp in the midnight.. daddddiee opened the door for me.. luckily i didnt get nag by him.. everything was still fine.. they came home so much earlier than mee..oh my god.. i felt so bad....i shud have followed my 2nd bro to fetch them from KLIA...
wad a useless daughter i am... aikss.. anyw.. no more next time.. =) *forgive me...*
wait..wait..wait..waitt..b4 i end everything, guess wad mummy bought me???the cute teddieee from aussiee..okok im not too sure wads the name of this teddiee, all i know is that, this teddiiee is very famous in UK!!! hahahaha...i am hopingg to own that tedddiee since the day i saw it, which is like how mny years ago.......n noww...??finally dream come trueee!!! i got it! I GOT it... no no once again.. I GOTTTTTT ITTTTTT!!!!!!
Kung Fu Dunk !
my sis's tedddiee...
MINEe!! minE!!! n MInnnnE!!
My brother bought this as a valentine gift for his gf....=)
*full of lovey doveyzzzzz*
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Friday, February 15, 2008
Sad *n* Miss feeling....
everyone is leaving.....starting from today....
15th of February....
*leeziying-sozinkish-zink*
Hey gurl, there are so much things i wanted to drop down on the card but due to certain reasons, i failed to do so....u shud know wad are the reasons right... hehehe..hope u dun mind ya.. we were in a rush that time..=X anyw me n hao wei sincerely hope u like the "valentine gift" i got u yesterday =) sorry because it was a sudden plan..so everything got so messed up... rmbr to snap a pict of the roses b4 they go to heaven okay?hahahahah!!
oh yeah.. take care when u get there k??? gurl, study smart okayy!!! dun stress urself too much.. rmbr to relax!! although i know u have great mission to handle..lolss..still, health comes first k!!! but im sure u can take care of urself right...strong enuf to defend sickness..kekekeke..
hmmm..no matter wad happens, ur still a great friend to me...even though sometimes i got really mad, but itz juz a temporary feeling...=) still , ur like a big sis to me, although ur like the youngest among all of us... Also, i want to thank u for being there for me when i needed friends to talk to desperately...especially when im down..or stuck up with emo situation that i couldnt overcome..*_* I'm hereby to show my appreciation to uuu..=D sometimes, things juz couldnt be expressed physically..so i guess this is an effective way for me to express.. wahahah...(provided u visit..) of course, i dun hope for any in-returns, since this msg is specially typed for u.. hehee.=)
cant imagine that we are all 19 already..time fliess...i can still rmbr the happiee times we had together (with the gang) during form 4 n 5..e.g.. the ponteng memories, "the scoldings we suffered from beeyan", chit-chattings n everythingg!!! i'll neva forget every single moment we had...=)
hopefully, by end of this year, i get to see the original zink once again!!! no changess?hahaha that depends on urself..neway, will miss yr "laughter" alot.. im seriouss!! hahahahahhahaha, oh not to forget, ur tomato face as well!!!
once again, thanks alot for being sucha nice+great+helpful+"someon who cheers me up" friend to me...=)
do ring me up when u feel lonely in aussie okay?im always there forr u.. this time i need to buy the wtv card already..hahahah
till then.. love u to bittss!!!! muackxxxx!!!!!
16th of February.....
*won wei zhang-squirrel boy*
This guy here, i shud describe him as a jovial guy, can really jokes alot..hez a person who brings the *F* word wherever he goess..lolss.. also, someone hu loves to complain...hahaha...everyone is immune to it already...so itz not too bad after all.. anyw, itz a great pleasure knowing him..., the way he talks can actually brightens up my day...(err i mean sometimes)..if anyone wishes to have a bf hu can talks alot, cheers the quiet situation, vulgar language all the time.., he is the right choice..hahaha jk jk jk jk!!!!sorrieee!!
last but not least, hez a smart guy..(for suree..)
also, i have no regrets knowing him, he juz somehow cheers everyone in his own way..=)
well, i dun think he will view my blog, or maybe he doesnt know bout me, having a blog...=_= so, i guess i dun have to write much hahahahhaa..!!
anyw, squirrel boy, if u happen to view it accidentally..this msg is for uuuu!!!
nothing much to say actually.. good luck n all the best to u!!! take care...n will miss ya..definitely... gambatehh in ur studiess!! =D
*although we're not "that-close", but i think itz worth dropping u a msg..hahaha..!! seeya!!
*sorry no pict of him..*
18th of February.....
*eng ding chao-ding-edc*
Its u again!!!!Basically, i think i've already stated wad i wanted to tell u right...hahahaha and i guess everything's fine by now...*hopefully* but actually i have funny thoughts in muh mind which i think itz not-so-appropriate to let u know...nyeknyek... anyw this msg is specially for u..err *obviously* so i hope u read it.. wait.(okay i know itz long but meaningful)hahahhaha!!
so lets see, i wun be seeing u for like 10 months, well...hope i can see the same old ding end of the year..*i doubt*
as i've mentioned earlier, study smart! not hard!!
hehe.. i cant imagine ur leaving already..juz in a blink of an eye..owhh, n we're gettting older as time passes, especially u..officially 19 already!! hahahhaha!!
hahahaha.. hehehehe.. i duno wad to say anymore.. probably everything is written.... same thing for u, as u barely visit my blog, so no point droppin down so much huh?? ohyea u neva requested any photos fromm mee evill u!!! or u had enuf already?hahaha...shud kept that as remembrance..=S
anyw when i think of the past, the ups n downs we've gone thru, well..it was a traumatic experience for me actually...but somehow or rather we managed to get our of the trap..?yeahh thanks for saving me lolss..(dun undstd?ignore it..)
also, thanks for being a friend whom i can pour my feelings to, ur not a good advisor but a good listener..not too bad ler right..sorry for being so straight forward...
im really glad to have u , as my friend?though mny things happened...until now.. but still i truly cherish n appreciate our friendship, memories n everything..=) all still fresh in muh mind.. hahaha!!
lastly, take care.. gonna miss u for sure.. =) byebye!!!! good luck!! forget me not! =)
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Thursday, February 14, 2008
3rd Day of Chinese New Year.....
sorry everyone...my blog is abit un-manageble...cause the posts are all jumbled up...not in sequence.. sorry bout that..anyw i've already stated the date b4 i post everything..=) so enjoy being my all time visitor! HOhohohohoh!!!
lets see wad happen on the 3rd of cny... the day my parents, my bro n my sis-->off to melbourne....
unfortunately, i failed to say goodbye to them....cause my plan started on the 3rd of cny..which was in the late morning.. (when my sis is still sleepingg like a pigggg..)hahaha anyw, i get to see them thru webcam..not too bad after all.... but the loneliness will always b there...=[
so in the morning i went to shing yiing's hse.. n then we headed to li en's hse...errmm wad else can we do during cny other than receiving angpaoz..???hahahah this was the "thing" we did during cny.. in li en's room while waiting for ee tenggg....
curlss...curlss...n curlsss......
(do i look different after the make-up?) =)
thats li en, shing yiing n meee.....
Arrived at ee teng's hse at around 3.30pm.....*since ee teng was bz entertaining everyone, i become the tour leader...*
too bad, li en was rushing to somewhere, n so she couldnt join us for..snackss..?biscuits, wine, cookies n etc etc.....
thats penguin, eating *har peng*
Hon Ming,....itchy eyess?? hahaha i wondered hu took this pict... =D
Spot the different types of cookiesssss!!!!!
The 3 of themmmm.....
yeahh i love this pict so so muchhiiee!!
KARAOKE ROOM......
Michelle and I................... hugzz hugzzz
ee teng and michele
Another nice post...
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