Hugss and Kisses

Deeply HURT.

i've been thru this for quite a number of times already..blame me for being soo nice to othersss...

reason is because, i cant afford treating my close friendss bad.. despite knowing how mny times i got hurt by them....

but from the day i got hurt until now, the only thing i keep reminding myself is that... not to expect too much from others, just be a nice gurl and ppl will be nice to u.. but wad i've got in the end?????
is not like im hoping others to treat me like how i treated them.. its just basic feelings that i guess everyone feels it tho?yes? no?or maybe im being too sensitive....wtv. i am hu i am, those hu cannot take it, pls shoo off..

anyw, im in the process of growing up.. and i think these are all the obstacles i've to face.. it hurts but at least i learnt alot.. ppl dun stay even if u cry or beg them.. this is life isnt it???

im very very proud to say that i've owned uuu, miss nft.. =P hahahaah...
i know u love me too.. :P distance will never affect our friendship right??? i still love u alot okay, altho i dun see u.. hahahaha im sucha lesbo.. :) but hu caress..?no one can tear us apart :D

after the bursting moments, i feel much better.. :)
special thanks to those hu talked to me just noww.. i really really really appreciate it.

on the other note, after the accumulated sucks feeling.. i know hu are the ones deserve to be appreciated.. and i love u all whole heartedly!!!!!!

i miss u alot, moi.

take careee..

lovelove.