FUN FUN FUN!!!!!

needless to say, it was a GREAT experience..... :)

ppl, check out fbook for more pictsss.. :)

anyw, another event updated in fbook, check it out :)

hawt hawt hawt pictsssssss :P:P :P

Deeply HURT.

i've been thru this for quite a number of times already..blame me for being soo nice to othersss...

reason is because, i cant afford treating my close friendss bad.. despite knowing how mny times i got hurt by them....

but from the day i got hurt until now, the only thing i keep reminding myself is that... not to expect too much from others, just be a nice gurl and ppl will be nice to u.. but wad i've got in the end?????
is not like im hoping others to treat me like how i treated them.. its just basic feelings that i guess everyone feels it tho?yes? no?or maybe im being too sensitive....wtv. i am hu i am, those hu cannot take it, pls shoo off..

anyw, im in the process of growing up.. and i think these are all the obstacles i've to face.. it hurts but at least i learnt alot.. ppl dun stay even if u cry or beg them.. this is life isnt it???

im very very proud to say that i've owned uuu, miss nft.. =P hahahaah...
i know u love me too.. :P distance will never affect our friendship right??? i still love u alot okay, altho i dun see u.. hahahaha im sucha lesbo.. :) but hu caress..?no one can tear us apart :D

after the bursting moments, i feel much better.. :)
special thanks to those hu talked to me just noww.. i really really really appreciate it.

on the other note, after the accumulated sucks feeling.. i know hu are the ones deserve to be appreciated.. and i love u all whole heartedly!!!!!!

i miss u alot, moi.

take careee..

lovelove.

Independent.





hellllo peeeeeeple!!!! im back!!!:)


sorry for the not updating as i've ntg much to blog about...:S no special events, no outings.. was supposed to blog bout me with zink @ southern cross.. but im just soooo lazy to adjust the pictss.. :S they are still all in my drafts...lolss.. will get it done AS SOON AS POSSIBLE, i hope..lols.





anyw, this will be a short post, just to make my blog not-so-dead. hehehee..


was in a dilemma situation these few dayss.. everything is sooo stuck up.. studiess, friendss, time management, assignmentss, test, presentation.. OMG! all coming up in a blink of an eye...sighh hope i can copee..if not im gonna visit hell SOON. like real-soon.





one thing i need to emphasize on, pretty random.. but still i want to talk bout it... it has ntg to do with the title of this post..its just random..like i mentionedd..


sometimes, we just cant depend too much on otherss.. or i shud put it in this way, dun expect too much from otherss.. after approx 3 months staying here, life changed.. which is no longer being soo dependent anymoree.. i've learnt alot since the day i came here... okay let me list out wad i've learnt so far.. :D



- more independent

- not to depend so much on others

- not to expect so much from others.

- trust urself more than anything else.
- be positive. optimistic. (somehow this point just couldnt apply on me yet.. zzzz)
pretty hard to express everything in wordss.. i just feel so uncomfortable at timess.. when friends around u just dun care so much bout u.. oh well, this feeling hurts alot... anyhoo, this is life right?miss nft?
lolsss.. thanks for telling me the principles of lifeee... sometimes being a good to others may not be a good thing, cause ppl just wun appreciate u for wad u've done for them.. and one important thing i have to emphasize here is... "dun expect ppl to treat u like how u treated them.." this is soooo true and i've experienced it like so mny times.. :S nvm, i guess there's no harm treating ppl good right?as long as i dun get cheated :P
anyw, i've ntg else to talk bout dy.. guess i shud stop here...

2 recent picts of me :D