okay.. i dun undstd why sometimes ppl can b so insulting!!!! real insulting...!! wad have i done wrong in the first placee??? why do they have to bully me all the time?why am i always the one who "kena" all these??why those ppl who shud have deserved punishment dun get punish??arghh!!
i've been bearing this hatred feeling for quite some time already.. n this time.. im not gonna give in anymoree...!!!!
ppl said this to me :'" oh come on, maybe ur so small size, thats why ppl like to bully u" oohhh goddd...wad the hell is this? so wad if im small size?im happy being small size =) ALL THE TIME!!!!! i really cant stand some of them!!! forgive?NEVER!
i guess im being too patient all the time... always give in to them.. n then they TAKE U FOR GRANTED, start thinkin that im a small gurl, a kid, or wtv... n try to bully me, look down on me!!! ahem, i dun like to show off okay.. i just want to b myself.. not like others.. arghhh...always announce how good they are.. how good their results are.. etc etc... no thanks for me... =)
izit so nice insulting other ppl until they got hurt??? have they ever thought of how ppl feel inside their heart?wad if ppl do that to u, do u think u will be happy???arghhh.. this is so terrible!!!! hate ppl hu neva thought of other ppl's feeling!!! talk n talk n talk.. like a toy parrot... i mean genuine parrots will stop sometimes...not like them!!!!=X
ppl always say they're juz joking... oh pls.. some ppl couldnt take THESE KINDA INSULTING JOKES okay.. it'll turn out to b a "hurt" joke instead...u think its a joke, but some other ppl may not think it is... so...aikss.. this is so sick-ening!!! n i seriously hate this kinda feeling! it hurts!! sometimes im thinkin whther they are my true friends or not.. =S this time i really burst! burst! burst!
i would like to know wad is the actual meaning or defination of TRUE FRIENDS? friends hu are always there for u, whenever u need them?always console u when ur down?willingly to help u no matter wad happens?or?insult u constantly because it is fun to joke around???
fine!! i dun want to mention bout it anymore.. they juz treat me like that.. wad can i do?" treat other ppl like how they treated u" this is a phrase i got from other ppl.. wow.. if i really treat them like how they treated me, do u think i will still have friendss around me??!!!???!!!=Xi guess my mum is right.. im being too nice to them!!!!! n i promise myself not to b so timid anymore.. !! BE BRAVE!!! brave to open my mouth to defend myself!!!!
let them know that im not a "nice to bully" gurl!!!! yesss!!
i guess one or 2 true friends are more than enough.. well, u treat them nice, they might not treat u nice.. right? after all, they will neva know how to appreciate ur kindness..=)
i have the right to do wateva i want!!! if u dun like to read, then juz leave n go.. nobody is begging u to leave a comment....=S
anyw i need to thank elsie, (my dear friend) who has motivated me.. hehehe.. =) thanks so much elsie!!! ur sucha great friend!! no regrets knowing u!! seriouss!! hehehehe btw i really love ur blog so muchhh...full of picts.. sooo nice =) i'll learn more from u.. blogger queen.. heheheh!!!
owhhhh.. i feel much betta right now..=) thanks bloggiee..=)
no offence to ppl hu visit my blog....
wad i meant was some ppl.. not all..
okay lets see wad happen today? nothing much.. as usual.. woke up at 12 sth.. =) lolss.. (i know how piggie i am..), watched tv.. eat breakfast+lunch...n started blogging.. to release anger..
here are some random picts i took today.. n other days...
fahrenheit stuffzz
me n muh twin sista
playing with ee teng's mirror.. =)
college mates
thumbs up!!!
nice? hehehe done by me.. =) hehehee
loving a dog is way betta than loving a friend or a guy....
2 comments:
You are cute and ur dog is adorable!stay cute gurl!it is ok for being small..they are just jealous bacause they have HUGE size!haha..dont b so pissed off, dont bother them. smile~! =))))
Sometimes it really depends what kind of jokes they made.some jokes can be taken easily but some may be not.it depends on your own personality and how well you can cope with them.i dun think small jokes will affect you btw.this must be a big one then =)
must remember that somtimes ppl speaks too fast and didnt think before they speak, not on purpose so couldnt really blame them yeah?
so may be shall forgive but remember mistakes they made.haha.
one thing to let you know, ppl will not treat you badly or joke just because youre small la! dun think it that way.
think positively girl, somtimes they love playing around with you.they thought that you're nice and fun enough to joke with.or thats one of the ways to communicate with you?
must open up yourself to this seriously.because there are more ppl we gonna meet outside there and with small obstacles we couldnt take it like jokes, we gonna die! haha so with the little kind of jokes, just carry on.with jokes that affect your mood or emotions or whatever then speak it out.let them know that you dont like it.so that they wont repeat again, if not they wouldnt know =)
but what if theres no joke in the world? will you be bored?
HAHA.end of words.LOL.
all the best di lu punya emotions.haha!
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