Xmas.


i had an awesome xmas party with all of em!!!
i heart u guyss so so so much!!! =)


cant wait to see u guys during new yrs eve again!!!

xoxo.

爱她就不要骗她上床‏

当你脱下她衣服裤子的同时　你就要负责让她为你穿上婚纱
我是男孩，我理解男孩的心情，我也知道在青春期的时候，我们对女孩，尤其是自己的女友充满了好奇．
并且我们都在自己的内心里想过要偷尝禁果。
于是，我们会对自己的女友说出自己的想法，甚到提出性要求。
而女孩呢，说真的，当女孩真的爱上男孩的时候，是愿意为男孩做任何的事情。
她们为了满足她们心爱男孩的需要，为了不让心爱的男友失望，尽管她们的心里充满恐惧，一些女孩还是会答应男友的要求。

我想知道的是在发生性关系的时候有多少男孩注意过自己的女孩的表情？在要发生的那一刻，她们脸上表现出来的多半是害怕，焦虑和不安，并不是满足和欲望！在这个时候的我们男孩又在注意什么呢？我们有没有注意到她们的表情？有没有想过她们当时的心里的感受？

我说了我也是男孩，因此，我知道，在那个时候我们最想做的就是让自己的欲望得到发泄，让自己很久的愿望得到实现．曾经我也和很多人一样，想要和自己爱的女孩发生那样的关系，并且向她提出了我的要求，像我说的那样她答应了。
我知道当时的她并不知道那意味着什么，也不知道究竟要发生些什么。我猜当时的她只知道：＂这是我男友的愿望，是他想要的，我就要满足他，只要他高兴就好。”


女孩真的没有想过其他的事情。就在我要进入她的身体的时候，我抬起头看了她一眼，当我看到她那双无辜的眼睛紧紧的闭着的时候，我突然发现自己是那么的禽兽不如，难道我曾经对她说过的那些海誓山盟，许下的那些誓言．通通都是在骗她吗?　我真的爱她吗?　我感觉得到她在发抖　我知道她很害怕,于是我轻轻的爬在她的耳边问了她一句：＂你害怕吗？＂她睁开眼睛看着我，我看得到她的泪，她点点头．接着我又说了一句：＂那我们还是不要做了．

我又再一次看到了，我爱的她美丽的笑容，她抱住了我开心的说了一句：＂我爱你！＂我突然间觉得很开心，很快乐，这些通通胜过了满足我的欲望所能得到的快乐，我发现那个也并不是很重要了，我还有更重要的，那就是她，我最爱的宝贝．

我说我的故事只是想说一点，当女孩爱上男孩的时候，她们愿意为我们做任何的事情，付出任何的代价而且也不会后悔，但是，我们做为男人是不是也应该为她们做一点事情？学会爱护她们、尊重她们、关心她们，也让她们为拥有我们真挚的爱开心呢!

男孩子,你们听见了吗?



p/s guys shud read this.
sex is not everything...zzz..

Friendship.

hey people!!! sorry for neglecting my blog again. ntg much happened lately.. that is the reason why im so lazy to blog.. wanted to blog bout the quarantine day, but...im very lazy laa.. sorry... those hu're interested in the picts, can always check out my facebook..hehehe i've already uploaded all the pictss theree..funny pretty ugly cute wtv picts are all thereee... =) feel free to check it out !!..hehehehe...

anyway, this post is mainly about my outing on last monday..with the 2 hot chicks meiz & Zink! hehehe i haven seen zink for like a year already...LOL. miss ya so much la babe!! hahahaha... same thing goes to meiz, the last time i met her was 3 weeks b4 finals. LOL. other chicks werent free on that day, so in the end we had this 3 person outing instead...hehehee..

so we had lunch together at full hse cafe... carbonara spaghetti was great.. yumm yumm!!! since 3 of us haven met for quite some time, chit chat sure la non stop..gossip here and there....like always... i mean.. how we used to be during f4 and 5...hehehe.. its a good thing that 3 of us never changed..hahaha meiz is still meiz, zink is stil the zink laa.. the tomato blusher...hahahaha oopss, shez gonna screw if she ever read this...

after lunch, the discussion and all, we headed to 1u for..movie... yess! we watched bolt 3D! hahaha my gosh the movie was awesome!!! very touching.. or simply because the dog looks like my ah boi!! hahhaha i wish my dog can be like bolt, so daring so caring so loving and intelligent.....the most important thing is that.. bolt saved his owner's live.. ah boi, can u do so?hahaha or just run away without saving UR owner when there's danger.. oh well, i shall wait and see.. =D

after movie, we were supposed to have dinner together and then chao balik home.., but plan changed all of a sudden when duno who called. and yeah.. there was this yum cha plan at around 9 stg at kayu..LOLs... the reason for this yum cha session was the guys to meet up zink since she just came back ahem! so in the end, we went back to zink's hse...had dinner with her family... dinner was yummmy yummmy porridge...to be honest, this is the first time i see porridge with soo mny so called side dishes! hahahaa very delicious i tell u....hahahahaa...

while waiting for the time to pass, we chit chatted for about an hour...at about 9.15pm, we went to chao yang's kayu..met up with 5 of em.... jia chen, ah boo, juinn nenng, zuo yang and mun keong.. as usual.. chit chat again... each of us updating ourselves =S hahahaa..funny...

i seriously truly hope they dun cancel the plan anymoreee.. it hurts man.. plan everything.. in the end cancelled..like wth..-_-

lagoon!! lagoon!! go go go!! LOL.

since the next day was juinn neng bday.., actually none of us rmbr bout his bday, until zyang pass the msg aroundd... and so we were like OMG here and there... wondering where to get a cake at approx 11.15pm...LOL. you tell me...

so in the end, zink came out with this plan.. replaced cake with rottie tissue. nice plan, good replacement.. oh well.. better than nothing right.. its the heart that counts anyw..

so yeap..around 11.40, there "goes the tall tall rottie tissue" =) we sang bday song for him.. pretty embarrassed cause everyone was looking at us, with a strange look.., summore our table was apparently the noisiest.. so..u guys can imagine the scene...

altho it was a simple surprise for him, hope he doesnt mind laaa.. will organise a better one when everyone's back from vacation.. as i promise jia chen..LOL. of course everyone has to turn up la..that feels better....

went back at around 12 stg... =) again, another memorable outing....=) looking forward to meet u guyss once again!!!

meeting up with all of u makes me feel how important friendship is... like i always said, friends are really important in life.. so yeap, i do appreciate each and everyone of u. alot... somehow i realise that, meeting up with high school friends are more fun...the feeling is like.. i can just blurt anything without thinking like...not having the thought of.. "shit, wad if he or she knows bout it.. . im so gonna die.." that kind.. no offence to my college or uni friendss alright.. im so sorry if i happen to offend u, in this way.. anyw, thats wad i feel.. =) also, the reason why i prefer to hang out with em.. they just give me a warm feeling.. hahhhaha.. and i like gatherings and outings alot..LOLs...

so i dun have to mention who are the ones who always gives me the so called warm feeling..hahhaha u guys know hu u are la.. no need for me to mention here.. i dun want to make others feel bad..hahaha..

in another way, having terrible friends are very sickening.. . some ppl are like.. one of a kind, which i hate it alot.. not to say that im sensitive, but.. i just cant stand ppl like this.. oh well, this kind of friend, i rather choose not to have.., to be frank.

i know how soft hearted i am, and i guess im the one bearing all these feelings like all the time.. i choose to treat my friends good, cause i cant afford to treat them like.. like.. ahh.. wtv.. let me just say.. treat the way they treated me.. LOL. im not as pro as one of my friend, having black list like all the time.. hahahaha.. but seriously, i wonder how their friends stand him or her with the stupid idiot attitude..-_-

OMG, its going to be like a hell long post if i were to express everything here.. guessi shud stop here. LOl will continue next time =)

who who who who who who, u know how much i love ya'all..

xoxo,

yiwei =)

the pict of bolt...

looks sooo like my dog right..am i right..

the bday boy of the day....juinn neng, with his rottie tissue.
3 crazy chicks at GSC camwhoring.. with the 3D specs.
look at zink's specs, its sparkling..LOL. pretty cutee huh.. hehehee

another pict of the 3 of us...

the light orange paragrahs explained the title.

loves,

yiwei

shocked.


to be honest, i was really shocked this evening.

can anyone tell me how true miracle can be..?


it did happen out-of-my-expectation .




=)



oh well, altho its not wad i hoped all this while..
yet, still miracle kan???


i seriously truly thank god for everything!!!