Xmas.


i had an awesome xmas party with all of em!!!
i heart u guyss so so so much!!! =)


cant wait to see u guys during new yrs eve again!!!

xoxo.

爱她就不要骗她上床‏

当你脱下她衣服裤子的同时　你就要负责让她为你穿上婚纱
我是男孩，我理解男孩的心情，我也知道在青春期的时候，我们对女孩，尤其是自己的女友充满了好奇．
并且我们都在自己的内心里想过要偷尝禁果。
于是，我们会对自己的女友说出自己的想法，甚到提出性要求。
而女孩呢，说真的，当女孩真的爱上男孩的时候，是愿意为男孩做任何的事情。
她们为了满足她们心爱男孩的需要，为了不让心爱的男友失望，尽管她们的心里充满恐惧，一些女孩还是会答应男友的要求。

我想知道的是在发生性关系的时候有多少男孩注意过自己的女孩的表情？在要发生的那一刻，她们脸上表现出来的多半是害怕，焦虑和不安，并不是满足和欲望！在这个时候的我们男孩又在注意什么呢？我们有没有注意到她们的表情？有没有想过她们当时的心里的感受？

我说了我也是男孩，因此，我知道，在那个时候我们最想做的就是让自己的欲望得到发泄，让自己很久的愿望得到实现．曾经我也和很多人一样，想要和自己爱的女孩发生那样的关系，并且向她提出了我的要求，像我说的那样她答应了。
我知道当时的她并不知道那意味着什么，也不知道究竟要发生些什么。我猜当时的她只知道：＂这是我男友的愿望，是他想要的，我就要满足他，只要他高兴就好。”


女孩真的没有想过其他的事情。就在我要进入她的身体的时候，我抬起头看了她一眼，当我看到她那双无辜的眼睛紧紧的闭着的时候，我突然发现自己是那么的禽兽不如，难道我曾经对她说过的那些海誓山盟，许下的那些誓言．通通都是在骗她吗?　我真的爱她吗?　我感觉得到她在发抖　我知道她很害怕,于是我轻轻的爬在她的耳边问了她一句：＂你害怕吗？＂她睁开眼睛看着我，我看得到她的泪，她点点头．接着我又说了一句：＂那我们还是不要做了．

我又再一次看到了，我爱的她美丽的笑容，她抱住了我开心的说了一句：＂我爱你！＂我突然间觉得很开心，很快乐，这些通通胜过了满足我的欲望所能得到的快乐，我发现那个也并不是很重要了，我还有更重要的，那就是她，我最爱的宝贝．

我说我的故事只是想说一点，当女孩爱上男孩的时候，她们愿意为我们做任何的事情，付出任何的代价而且也不会后悔，但是，我们做为男人是不是也应该为她们做一点事情？学会爱护她们、尊重她们、关心她们，也让她们为拥有我们真挚的爱开心呢!

男孩子,你们听见了吗?



p/s guys shud read this.
sex is not everything...zzz..

Friendship.

hey people!!! sorry for neglecting my blog again. ntg much happened lately.. that is the reason why im so lazy to blog.. wanted to blog bout the quarantine day, but...im very lazy laa.. sorry... those hu're interested in the picts, can always check out my facebook..hehehe i've already uploaded all the pictss theree..funny pretty ugly cute wtv picts are all thereee... =) feel free to check it out !!..hehehehe...

anyway, this post is mainly about my outing on last monday..with the 2 hot chicks meiz & Zink! hehehe i haven seen zink for like a year already...LOL. miss ya so much la babe!! hahahaha... same thing goes to meiz, the last time i met her was 3 weeks b4 finals. LOL. other chicks werent free on that day, so in the end we had this 3 person outing instead...hehehee..

so we had lunch together at full hse cafe... carbonara spaghetti was great.. yumm yumm!!! since 3 of us haven met for quite some time, chit chat sure la non stop..gossip here and there....like always... i mean.. how we used to be during f4 and 5...hehehe.. its a good thing that 3 of us never changed..hahaha meiz is still meiz, zink is stil the zink laa.. the tomato blusher...hahahaha oopss, shez gonna screw if she ever read this...

after lunch, the discussion and all, we headed to 1u for..movie... yess! we watched bolt 3D! hahaha my gosh the movie was awesome!!! very touching.. or simply because the dog looks like my ah boi!! hahhaha i wish my dog can be like bolt, so daring so caring so loving and intelligent.....the most important thing is that.. bolt saved his owner's live.. ah boi, can u do so?hahaha or just run away without saving UR owner when there's danger.. oh well, i shall wait and see.. =D

after movie, we were supposed to have dinner together and then chao balik home.., but plan changed all of a sudden when duno who called. and yeah.. there was this yum cha plan at around 9 stg at kayu..LOLs... the reason for this yum cha session was the guys to meet up zink since she just came back ahem! so in the end, we went back to zink's hse...had dinner with her family... dinner was yummmy yummmy porridge...to be honest, this is the first time i see porridge with soo mny so called side dishes! hahahaa very delicious i tell u....hahahahaa...

while waiting for the time to pass, we chit chatted for about an hour...at about 9.15pm, we went to chao yang's kayu..met up with 5 of em.... jia chen, ah boo, juinn nenng, zuo yang and mun keong.. as usual.. chit chat again... each of us updating ourselves =S hahahaa..funny...

i seriously truly hope they dun cancel the plan anymoreee.. it hurts man.. plan everything.. in the end cancelled..like wth..-_-

lagoon!! lagoon!! go go go!! LOL.

since the next day was juinn neng bday.., actually none of us rmbr bout his bday, until zyang pass the msg aroundd... and so we were like OMG here and there... wondering where to get a cake at approx 11.15pm...LOL. you tell me...

so in the end, zink came out with this plan.. replaced cake with rottie tissue. nice plan, good replacement.. oh well.. better than nothing right.. its the heart that counts anyw..

so yeap..around 11.40, there "goes the tall tall rottie tissue" =) we sang bday song for him.. pretty embarrassed cause everyone was looking at us, with a strange look.., summore our table was apparently the noisiest.. so..u guys can imagine the scene...

altho it was a simple surprise for him, hope he doesnt mind laaa.. will organise a better one when everyone's back from vacation.. as i promise jia chen..LOL. of course everyone has to turn up la..that feels better....

went back at around 12 stg... =) again, another memorable outing....=) looking forward to meet u guyss once again!!!

meeting up with all of u makes me feel how important friendship is... like i always said, friends are really important in life.. so yeap, i do appreciate each and everyone of u. alot... somehow i realise that, meeting up with high school friends are more fun...the feeling is like.. i can just blurt anything without thinking like...not having the thought of.. "shit, wad if he or she knows bout it.. . im so gonna die.." that kind.. no offence to my college or uni friendss alright.. im so sorry if i happen to offend u, in this way.. anyw, thats wad i feel.. =) also, the reason why i prefer to hang out with em.. they just give me a warm feeling.. hahhhaha.. and i like gatherings and outings alot..LOLs...

so i dun have to mention who are the ones who always gives me the so called warm feeling..hahhaha u guys know hu u are la.. no need for me to mention here.. i dun want to make others feel bad..hahaha..

in another way, having terrible friends are very sickening.. . some ppl are like.. one of a kind, which i hate it alot.. not to say that im sensitive, but.. i just cant stand ppl like this.. oh well, this kind of friend, i rather choose not to have.., to be frank.

i know how soft hearted i am, and i guess im the one bearing all these feelings like all the time.. i choose to treat my friends good, cause i cant afford to treat them like.. like.. ahh.. wtv.. let me just say.. treat the way they treated me.. LOL. im not as pro as one of my friend, having black list like all the time.. hahahaha.. but seriously, i wonder how their friends stand him or her with the stupid idiot attitude..-_-

OMG, its going to be like a hell long post if i were to express everything here.. guessi shud stop here. LOl will continue next time =)

who who who who who who, u know how much i love ya'all..

xoxo,

yiwei =)

the pict of bolt...

looks sooo like my dog right..am i right..

the bday boy of the day....juinn neng, with his rottie tissue.
3 crazy chicks at GSC camwhoring.. with the 3D specs.
look at zink's specs, its sparkling..LOL. pretty cutee huh.. hehehee

another pict of the 3 of us...

the light orange paragrahs explained the title.

loves,

yiwei

shocked.


to be honest, i was really shocked this evening.

can anyone tell me how true miracle can be..?


it did happen out-of-my-expectation .




=)



oh well, altho its not wad i hoped all this while..
yet, still miracle kan???


i seriously truly thank god for everything!!!

Msia Tour - 2008

below are the clear picts of THEM...

from Kuala Lumpur to JB.....

命中注定我爱你。。。。

纪存希--- 阮经天

陈欣怡--- 陈乔恩






obviously, im just trying to fill up the empty spaces, i know i've been so annoying mentioning this show again n again ...NON STOP...

yeahh so, i was pretty crazzie over HIM ever since i finished the series...
yes yes he rockss.. rocks to the maxx =)
no harm falling for him right...



hez like sooo cutee.. oh goshh .. i have to stop this obsession b4 it goess too crazzy...=S
anyhow, i know hez just a guy, not an ordinary guy but a special oneee.. hahahhaa...

okay enuf jokess....
ppl must be thinking that im sooo-the-crazy ! yess i admit that, i've gone beyond the limit already..but hu cares??as long as i am happy and satisfy right..hahahahaa...
oh well, this is much better than falling for unnecessary ppl right?hehehe.. *not referring to anyone LOL*



also because since hols started.. , i haven been meeting ppl... haven been taking picts and stuffs.. so yeahh.. tell me wad to blog about...i've no idea wad to blog...n so n so n so, i decided to search for their picts and up i go =)
it has taken me hourssss to upload all these picts.. so peeps, appreciate it okayy...
in fact i took dayssssss to actually search for their awesome picts...
stupid connection, duno wth is wrong with it.. arghh...
but, thank god im soo patient enough to wait for soo mny dayss, hourss and secondsss..just to fill up my blog..LOL

those who are not interested, or, ppl who like to insult my T and QE, u can always click on the top right X button and off u go... =/ im not begging everyone to see =P


fyi, i've been stonning at home like wad i've mentioned just now.. for more than a week already....hmm ppl tend to be very funny at times right (more like hard to satisfy themselves), as in.. during exams, we hope for the hols to come, like asap...once hols starts, we start complaining ntg to do..blablabla...yeahh thats me..LOL...

i actually planned to go here go there..but but..that was just a random thought to release stress..aahahaha now when the day comes, i tend to feel so lazy to go out...
imagine, my life is a total rubbish noww.. wake up in the afternoon like everyday..-_-

no outings, NOTHING! blame me for not socializing around when i was in monash....-_-




anyw, just a small note to update u guys...LOL.. ppl must be wondering how fun i am right now.. enjoying hols.. but the answer is.. NO.. im not enjoying at alll..but i guess other monash peeps are enjoying like nobody biz already...=/

sigh.. hols have been so so so boring for mee.. like i said, i never really had the chance to go out...LOL...arghhh... thank god there's "fated" to be my companionship ..if not i guess i'll jump down from a tall tall building..hehehe....


OMG, the feeling of watching this drama again is way too cool i tell u...
hahaha, it makes u think of how sweet a guy can be....
how FATED love is.... hahaha but i guess ppl may not believe in fate, but i do, seriously...
i want to be a sticky-note gurl lahhh.. can i?LOLs.. a gurl hu went thru obstacles in her life, but wad she got in the end??? my god.. a prince...hahahaa.. well worth being bullied right..hahahahaa...
being an ordinary gurl is good, at times..LOL..
and of course, not to forget my T.. hez damn hot in this showw laaa..
indeed good husband..ahhh i wantt i wantt!!!!

luckily i've met him, hehhehee..again, i'll never forget the "3-seconds-smile"...hahahha..still fresh in my heart and mind =)
i just cant stop this topic.. can someone slap me?hahahaa.. sorry but to say that im a daydreamer... who dreams of stuffs which wil NEVER happen in my life.... i need a big slap on my facee..b4 i get back to my studiess..hahahaa...




ahh, 3 months hols is like ntg to me.. prolly because my mum and sis arent back yet..
they're coming back real SOOON.. hahaha i cant waitt.. !! count down count down..hahaha.. actually im just desperate to go out...HAHAHAHA.. okay i know how mean i am right now....
no laaa.. i miss them alot.. haven been seeing my mum for a month already.. the feeling suckss.. ah boi has become soooo moody every since my mum left to aussiee..so yeah imagine how lonely both of us were, for th past few weeeeeeeeeeeeeeekssss....-_-



anyhow, this is life right....
ahhhhhhh why is it still soooo "space-y" after typing a hell long post.. -_-
damn!!! im soo tired of thinking wad to type already... no outings no meet ups no..ntg.. =S
leeeee ziii yiiinggg ahh , u cepat balik can or nott.. teman me weiii... n how bout the trip??

i want trip i want trip!! hhahahaha guess itu bz woman wun be checking out my blog for the time being since shez having exam..hahaha anyw good luck kay leee ziii yiing.. aka zink aka tomato aka blusher king..hahahaha =)i misss ur laugher.. cepat cepat balik so we can organise reunion or stg =)



on the other note, sudden rmbring of stg..hahaha..
i went to watch HSM3 with the usual so-called-small-gang that day...hahaha the movie was..oookaaay...not too bad, but... -_- all singing thru-out the whole movie.. imagine, they use music to communicate..hahaha damn funny.. guan hong was half asleep?ahahaha...i got the zha dou feeling whenever they sing.. hahahaha goshh.. but actually it wasnt that bad la.. some of the songs were quite nicee.. hahahaa.. my coussie actually influenced me to listen to their songs..hahaha.. conclusion is, haahha troy and gabriella rock =) shez pretty hez handsome =)that all makes up the sweet couple =D




was pretty disappointed few days after exam actually.. u know wad.. i didnt have the chance to watch butterfly lovers.. damn it.. =S not showing anymore.. wth!! arghh.. that movie was supposed to be my first movie after exam.. but mana tau... =/ other than one, another thing that pissed me off was.. fahrenheit's concert... was soo soo sooexcited bout their concert , since im going to get excellent tix..hahahaa.. BUT BUT BUT BUT.. they actually postponed to next yr, A WEEK B4 the concert?woww. funny right.. wad a joke..
postpone to next yr means i wun be able to see anymoree.. pandai betul...-_-
wad a waste... -_-
gonna miss my wu chun.. =/

okay, i guess thats all.. i cant think of anything to type anymoreee.. im stuck.. really stuck.. other than to describe my boring hols and to blab about my T...i've gone blank.. =S







let the interesting picts shine u guys okay... =)

picts.......

picts......

picts......

picts........

and picts again.......

where're the pictsss....zzzzzz









pictsss.......again....

finally pictss.....
there u go... enjoy!

爱一个人。

如果你不爱一个人,
请放手.
好让别人有机会爱她.
如果你爱的人放弃了你,
请放开自己,
好让自己有机会爱别人.
有的东西你再喜欢也不会属于你的,
有的东西你再留恋也注定要放弃的.
人生中有许多种 .
但别让自己为一种伤害.
有些缘分是注定要失去的,
有些缘分是永远都不会有好结果的,
爱一个人不一定要拥有,
但拥有一个人就一定要好好的去爱她.
男人哭了是因为他真的爱了.
女人哭了是因为她真的放弃了.

如果真诚是一种伤害,
我选择谎言;
如果谎言一种伤害,
我选择沉默;
如果沉默是一种伤害,
我选择离开.

如果失去是苦，
你怕不怕付出 ,
如果迷乱是苦，
你会不会选择结束,
如果追求是苦，
你会不会选择执迷不悟 ,
如果分离是苦，
你要向谁倾诉,
好多事情都是后来才看清楚,
好多事情当时一点也不觉得苦!!!!


copied this meaningful phrases from an email =)


tataz =)

Loves.

first of all, i would like to wishhhh himmm......

08.11.2008

Happiee Birthdaaayyy!!!!

yes yes yes! its his bday!!!
Mr. Ethan Ruan

阮经天/ 小天

hope he enjoyss his 26th bday with his loved one, miss xxx...or miss joe chen?or.. whoever it isss......

anyw, hezz the one i love right noww!!! hahahaa i know im alil crazy and hyper over him.. oh well, its always better to be crazy over celeb than to be sad over some jerky ppl right.. hahahaha oops no offence to guys out there..hahaha..!!!!

p/s 加油，小天！！！！

loves,

支持你的粉丝 =)

SHOUT OUT!!!!

hey ppppeeeooooppplllee!!!
im back =)
the hectic days are finally overrrrr!!!!!!
yes yes yes!! i have 3 months ++ holsss...
can anyone tell me how to spend the long long hols?other than to sleep and watch tv 24/7?? u tell me =)

anyw, this is a short post.. my blog is finally revived =)
will post up important photoss soon soon soon..
let me get my blogging mood back..

thats all...
i will be freaking bored at home doing ntg...
so ppl hu want to spend some time wit me,..do sms or msn or call me alright..
im fffreeee like everyday..-_-


bye!

Exam.

to all my dearest monash peeps, SPM peeps...

good luck in exam alright =)
alll da best.. =P


loves,
yiwei <3

26th September 2008.

*an indeed memorable day*

yesss! i met them!..after the long waitings.. i finally met them!!! HAHAHAHAHa..

dream come true man!!!

failed to snap A CLEAR pict of them.. due to my "hyper-ness" and craziness.. hahaha plus my camera is not working well, so yeahh.. everything failed in a way..LOL.. forgive me kay..

but but but but but.. i've taken loadsa videos, stupid camera worked well when it comes to recordings.. =S so altho there were not many photos taken, but instead, vidoes replaced.. =D

im not uploading the videos here because they are hell big files!! im sorry!!!

if anyone huz interested, pls look for me.. hahaa i'll show them the clearer videos in my cam =)

so everything went well..=) very very unexpected that i could see them so clearly in the audi.. and he actually waved at me.. *ppl might think that im way too perasan but its true alright.. cause i sat on the right side.. and yeah there werent mny ppl there so...hmmm explains all =)*

the special meeting up session in audi was pretty awesome!!!!!! i had hell loadsa fun there, "u" know how craziee i was that evening+ night.. hmmm, btw thanks for being the camera man..LOL...

overall its a happieee and memorable event.. especially during the signature session.. OMG.. xiao tian, u really melt my heart.. owhh.. and not to forget qiao en as well.. she was very cheerful, very friendly, p/s i like ur smooth hand, qiao en.. =)

xiao tian, being sooo cute and hot....goshh.. words just couldnt describe him.. and i was pretty nervous when he smiled at me.. aawwww... add oil alright?my 2 darlingsss.. =) =)

sorry to say that my requirements for guys actually changed after meeting him.. hez just so hot.. hot hot hot.. sizzling HOT!!!!

pratically melted my heart...im not the bias type, so yeahh i support both of them wholeheartedly!!!

needles to say, qiao en's body figure is perfect!!!!! SHE looked uber hot on that day.. love her soooooooo much tho =)


couldnt really describe the whole process of the event..since i attended 2.. if i were to explain every single moment, it could be more than 5 posts already...hehee so peeps who are interested to know bout everything, do call or sms or msn me alright?=) im willing to explain everything.. including the myfm interview talk..LOL..

p/s thanks someone (u know hu u are) for being my companionship on that day.. =)

thanks for treating me as well.. =) i really appreciate loadsss..

i shall just ignore ppl hu actually ffk-ed me.. =S

no harm being nice right?i know god undstds everthing.. =)

cheersss




a few picts here..
which are darn blur.. forgive me pls..


main event where he wore green t-shirt...

still look hot with sucha normal shirt right??

thats why, if u have the body, u have the height.. still u look hot in every angle.. =)

just like xiao tian!!!!!

the 2nd event which was held in the summit auditorium.. special meet up for lucky ppl like me, winners and fanss.. =) =)

fyi, it was a big audi, n yet only 40++ ppl.. imagine....

stuffs i bought... the special "pass".. and the "fated to love you" note pad.. which is damn expensive but still i bought it.. =S
and finally... their SIGNATURE!!!! cute kan?=)

thats all =)

hope everyone of u enjoy the blur picts up there =)

Hatred...



............



i've been bearing this feeling for so long already..

i cant stand that person anymoree...



wad's a friend for??



...................



anyw, people...
take my advice......
dun treat friends too good, they may take advantage... =S

Anouncement!!!!!

firstly, to muh dearest zinkish-zink who's "zink-ing" in aussie, Happpieee-Hoopieee-Happpaaa-Hiiipieee BURFdaY!!!!!!!
darling darling... hahaha ur OFFICIALLY 19 already!! which means, ur no longer younger than me.. hahahaha oh well, dun count the months diff alright..hahaha...
so ermmm, pretty touched yest night right..hahahaa *ahem ahem self praise...*
anyw, u deserve it la okay?hehehe.. it was ur day n so yeahh.. no need to thank me... money WORTH spending..hahahah..
so i guess u enjoyed ur big big day to the max right.. dinner with ahem ahem ahem.. u know who la right.. no need for me to mention..hahahahaaah =D =D
lastly goood luck and all the best to u alright!!!!
misss ya...especially ur laughter..=)

secondly, to the squirrel boy who's "squirrel-ing" in aussie as well.. happppieee 19th burfday to u tooo!!!hehehe ehh at least i still rmbr ur bday kay, unlike u.. hahaha jokes.. i dun mind if u forget bout my bday..hahahhaa alright enuf jokess..
hope u enjoy ur bday to the fullest alright..
take care n good luck =)
miss ur jokes at times..LOLs

thirdly, to the ah kor RoY who's "Roy-ing" thousand miles away from uss... oh yes, hez currently in US... Happieeeeee 18th Bday kor kor!!!! sorry ah kor, i couldnt call u because i dun have ur number plus u were not online yesterday..so sorrriee sorriieee!! this is a bday post for u... i doubt u'll see this.. but yeah.. a way to make me feel not so guilty..hahaa jokess.. anyw.. i really hope u enjoy ur studies there... =)
may all ur wishes come true and most importantly, to enjoy everyday there okay!i know u miss us...oh well, of course i miss u too.. miss ur jokes and ur lame talks..hahahaha...
lastly keep in touch alright!!!! =)


loves,
yiwei =)

"belated" Mooncake festival :D

first and for all, happpppy mooncake festival aka mid-autumn festival everyoneee!!!

i bet everyone one of celebrate happily right??

sheesh, i dun even have the chance to celebrate... =S the only thing i did was.. tutorial-ing in my roooom...=S arghhhh!!! come to think of the past, i used to burn candles, papers, leaves with my sister and neighbour when i was young.. the most exciting part was , to play around burning wtv stuffs at the playground which was walking distance from my old house...

i miss the memoriess... honestly speaking, i never celebrated for quite some time already.. mostly because i have exam all the time.. so yeahh.. mooncake festival is like ntg to me ever since i stepped into the world of education..lOls..

on the other hand, there's this hottest drama which i would like to introduce to everyone of u...hehehehe.. since the drama has stg to do with MOONCAKES, i decided to promote it..hehehe...

yes yes its.... Moonlight Resonance..... *auntie zink, see the spelling ya, i purposely bolded and changed it to large font so that u can see properly..hahhaaha jokes.*

needless to say, this is currently the most famous drama in hk i supposed, even friendss, sis in australia are dling it to watch.. so imagine how interesting the show is...hahahahahaah!!!

*obviously the actors and actresses are damn hot, like my raymond, bosco, linda, tavia, fala chen, chui zi san etcetcetc... but overall i think my raymond the bessttt!! wkakakakakakakaka !!! *

not to forget, the songs are damn nice too.. LOlss.. especially the one... hehehee u guys shud know which song la hahahahaha =D

so ppl, trust me and take my words alright..

this drama is damn damn damn nice.. but quite saddening.. i cried almost every episode.. oMG..hahaha.. *softhearted me.. =S*

to tell the truth, this drama makes me think of how important family is... so yeahh appreciate ur family members okay!! regardless of wad conflicts or wtv.. =)

so those who dun have astro on demand, u can dl from.. i duno which website..LOls..hehehe =)

=)