FUN FUN FUN!!!!!

needless to say, it was a GREAT experience..... :)

ppl, check out fbook for more pictsss.. :)

anyw, another event updated in fbook, check it out :)

hawt hawt hawt pictsssssss :P:P :P

Deeply HURT.

i've been thru this for quite a number of times already..blame me for being soo nice to othersss...

reason is because, i cant afford treating my close friendss bad.. despite knowing how mny times i got hurt by them....

but from the day i got hurt until now, the only thing i keep reminding myself is that... not to expect too much from others, just be a nice gurl and ppl will be nice to u.. but wad i've got in the end?????
is not like im hoping others to treat me like how i treated them.. its just basic feelings that i guess everyone feels it tho?yes? no?or maybe im being too sensitive....wtv. i am hu i am, those hu cannot take it, pls shoo off..

anyw, im in the process of growing up.. and i think these are all the obstacles i've to face.. it hurts but at least i learnt alot.. ppl dun stay even if u cry or beg them.. this is life isnt it???

im very very proud to say that i've owned uuu, miss nft.. =P hahahaah...
i know u love me too.. :P distance will never affect our friendship right??? i still love u alot okay, altho i dun see u.. hahahaha im sucha lesbo.. :) but hu caress..?no one can tear us apart :D

after the bursting moments, i feel much better.. :)
special thanks to those hu talked to me just noww.. i really really really appreciate it.

on the other note, after the accumulated sucks feeling.. i know hu are the ones deserve to be appreciated.. and i love u all whole heartedly!!!!!!

i miss u alot, moi.

take careee..

lovelove.

Independent.





hellllo peeeeeeple!!!! im back!!!:)


sorry for the not updating as i've ntg much to blog about...:S no special events, no outings.. was supposed to blog bout me with zink @ southern cross.. but im just soooo lazy to adjust the pictss.. :S they are still all in my drafts...lolss.. will get it done AS SOON AS POSSIBLE, i hope..lols.





anyw, this will be a short post, just to make my blog not-so-dead. hehehee..


was in a dilemma situation these few dayss.. everything is sooo stuck up.. studiess, friendss, time management, assignmentss, test, presentation.. OMG! all coming up in a blink of an eye...sighh hope i can copee..if not im gonna visit hell SOON. like real-soon.





one thing i need to emphasize on, pretty random.. but still i want to talk bout it... it has ntg to do with the title of this post..its just random..like i mentionedd..


sometimes, we just cant depend too much on otherss.. or i shud put it in this way, dun expect too much from otherss.. after approx 3 months staying here, life changed.. which is no longer being soo dependent anymoree.. i've learnt alot since the day i came here... okay let me list out wad i've learnt so far.. :D



- more independent

- not to depend so much on others

- not to expect so much from others.

- trust urself more than anything else.
- be positive. optimistic. (somehow this point just couldnt apply on me yet.. zzzz)
pretty hard to express everything in wordss.. i just feel so uncomfortable at timess.. when friends around u just dun care so much bout u.. oh well, this feeling hurts alot... anyhoo, this is life right?miss nft?
lolsss.. thanks for telling me the principles of lifeee... sometimes being a good to others may not be a good thing, cause ppl just wun appreciate u for wad u've done for them.. and one important thing i have to emphasize here is... "dun expect ppl to treat u like how u treated them.." this is soooo true and i've experienced it like so mny times.. :S nvm, i guess there's no harm treating ppl good right?as long as i dun get cheated :P
anyw, i've ntg else to talk bout dy.. guess i shud stop here...

2 recent picts of me :D

a MUST thing to share!


so, let me share a touching story with u guys.. b4 i relate it to my title.. heheheehe.. its not a story actually, more like wads happening on me.. :D
easter break, ntg much to do other than catching up with matieeee zink :) watching EU is a must.. so my hols is spent more on drama-ing..

so as i was watching EU this afternoon, MEANTIME studying psychology.. (yeap i know, holding the lecture notes makes me feel not so guilty, but.. my mind is set to eu, to be honest). mr ROMEO aka zyang talked to me on msn, all of a sudden. abit potong as i need to stop at the exciting part..but its okiee since im nice friend whoz kind enuf to entertatin him since hez emo, this is the first time i see him like that.. thats why i was wondering, wad the hell is wrong with him.. apart from tat, he actually video-called me as well.. omg, fyi im the vain type, dun like video calling friendss when im in a auntie look, lols..but since hez he sounded so desperate, ahem.. i accepted the call.. hehehee. :) the min i saw him, one word to describe which is weird . why? because he was laughing.. ..zzzz and he answered me this when i asked him.. :"emo cannot laugh one meh.. " fine.. at that moment i know stg has gone wrong.. i saw peace sign behind him... meaning, he wasnt the only one in the room..

luckily i was smart enuf to notice that... hehehehe.. anyw, its alright cause ppl behind him were my bestiessss! my broz and sister!!! my beloved j-11!!!!! they are, meiz, boo, mkeong, nic and zyang !!!! shit shit shit.. i was soo touched that they actually video called me from msiaa.. *tearinggg....* this is the first time i seee all of em together ever since i left.. i just feel so toucheddd soo sooo soo touchedd!! thanksss meiz boo zyang nic and munkeong.. its always the heart that countss.. u guys shud know how much i love u all okiee!!!! <3> i know its pretty yuk ma, but still, i mean it :D

so, we had a short talk cause someone's microphone is not working..lolss.. so in the end we didnt really chat, but only seeing each other's faces..lolss.. they are still the samee.. :) which is a good thingg.. !!! when the gang is formed, it stays forever right?:) *hugss* they only bad thing was, they saw my auntiee look.. OMG.. lolss..

anyw, altho its a short one, but it actually means alot to me.. also, it shows that they still rmbr me.. :D wheeeeeeeeeeee!! too bad jose and yin and other buddies were'nt there.. but im suree they do miss mee.. hahaha *perasan-ted*

this is basically the story i want to share :P thanks to the 5 of em.. :) it actually made my day :)

below are the picts taken while video calling them.. :)

XOXO.

Easter!


yeah! easter break has officially started!!:) im freeeee from assignments for....few days i guess.. but hu caress! i just hand in 2 assignments and did 1 test yest.. :S so so so so stresssseddd!! thank god, that hectic moment has finally over.. more to come, i know.. but plss plss plss let me go hyper for a few days first!! :)

so today's good friday, all shops are close i supposed.. no shopping for me :S damn! im dying to shop! i cant wait to grab cheapieeee stufffss!!! my darlingsss have to teman me :D:D

anyhow, ntg much to update recently.. since i was at home for the past few dayssss.. the latest outing was elsie's bday.. picts are processing in fb.. :) so do visit my fb :) :)


thats all, happiee easter!!! hope everyone of u celebrates the 1 week break to the maxxx!!



XOXO.
this is wad i found in melb central :) :)

Birthday Shoutout.!



this post is specially dedicated to my beloved MUMMY whoz currently in msia !!! :)

my dearest mummy, happieee xx bday! i know u dun like to reveal ur age, so i shall put it xx insteadd :) :) hehe anyw, u still look young as usual, dont look like ur age either.. hehehe thats wad ppl always say right?heheee.. oh well thats the fact actually :D

this is the first time for me not celebrating ur bday with u, OMG this is soo strange for me.. i've been celebrating with u for 19 yrs already, and now im soo not used to the feeling.. goshh.. anyhooo,mummy i want to apologise to u for celebrating with u this yr,but at least i did sent a bday wish to u ..hehee its the heart that counts right mummy :D
hope u had a great dinner with daddy, da ge, er ge and my 2 grandmothers.. :D
rmbr to get a diamond ring from daddy!! hahahahaa!!!


lastly, stay healthy and happie always okiee? :D


dun worry bout me, im doing fine here.. is just that studies has become moree stressssss.. i mean it.. its super stresss.. zzzz
anyw, will try to work EXTRA hard..:P


below are 3 perfect picts i found in muh album.. :D
thats mummy, the bday gurl with her beloved storm boi :)
thats me and mummmy!!!

loveeeeeee u alwaysssssssss!!!! <3>

take careeee!!!!

omg i really misssss my long long hair hell loadss.. :S

Random post.

i like this pict!!! :P

nice effect yehh??

thanks teng teng teng!!! :D

XOXO.