Independent.





hellllo peeeeeeple!!!! im back!!!:)


sorry for the not updating as i've ntg much to blog about...:S no special events, no outings.. was supposed to blog bout me with zink @ southern cross.. but im just soooo lazy to adjust the pictss.. :S they are still all in my drafts...lolss.. will get it done AS SOON AS POSSIBLE, i hope..lols.





anyw, this will be a short post, just to make my blog not-so-dead. hehehee..


was in a dilemma situation these few dayss.. everything is sooo stuck up.. studiess, friendss, time management, assignmentss, test, presentation.. OMG! all coming up in a blink of an eye...sighh hope i can copee..if not im gonna visit hell SOON. like real-soon.





one thing i need to emphasize on, pretty random.. but still i want to talk bout it... it has ntg to do with the title of this post..its just random..like i mentionedd..


sometimes, we just cant depend too much on otherss.. or i shud put it in this way, dun expect too much from otherss.. after approx 3 months staying here, life changed.. which is no longer being soo dependent anymoree.. i've learnt alot since the day i came here... okay let me list out wad i've learnt so far.. :D



- more independent

- not to depend so much on others

- not to expect so much from others.

- trust urself more than anything else.
- be positive. optimistic. (somehow this point just couldnt apply on me yet.. zzzz)
pretty hard to express everything in wordss.. i just feel so uncomfortable at timess.. when friends around u just dun care so much bout u.. oh well, this feeling hurts alot... anyhoo, this is life right?miss nft?
lolsss.. thanks for telling me the principles of lifeee... sometimes being a good to others may not be a good thing, cause ppl just wun appreciate u for wad u've done for them.. and one important thing i have to emphasize here is... "dun expect ppl to treat u like how u treated them.." this is soooo true and i've experienced it like so mny times.. :S nvm, i guess there's no harm treating ppl good right?as long as i dun get cheated :P
anyw, i've ntg else to talk bout dy.. guess i shud stop here...

2 recent picts of me :D

a MUST thing to share!


so, let me share a touching story with u guys.. b4 i relate it to my title.. heheheehe.. its not a story actually, more like wads happening on me.. :D
easter break, ntg much to do other than catching up with matieeee zink :) watching EU is a must.. so my hols is spent more on drama-ing..

so as i was watching EU this afternoon, MEANTIME studying psychology.. (yeap i know, holding the lecture notes makes me feel not so guilty, but.. my mind is set to eu, to be honest). mr ROMEO aka zyang talked to me on msn, all of a sudden. abit potong as i need to stop at the exciting part..but its okiee since im nice friend whoz kind enuf to entertatin him since hez emo, this is the first time i see him like that.. thats why i was wondering, wad the hell is wrong with him.. apart from tat, he actually video-called me as well.. omg, fyi im the vain type, dun like video calling friendss when im in a auntie look, lols..but since hez he sounded so desperate, ahem.. i accepted the call.. hehehee. :) the min i saw him, one word to describe which is weird . why? because he was laughing.. ..zzzz and he answered me this when i asked him.. :"emo cannot laugh one meh.. " fine.. at that moment i know stg has gone wrong.. i saw peace sign behind him... meaning, he wasnt the only one in the room..

luckily i was smart enuf to notice that... hehehehe.. anyw, its alright cause ppl behind him were my bestiessss! my broz and sister!!! my beloved j-11!!!!! they are, meiz, boo, mkeong, nic and zyang !!!! shit shit shit.. i was soo touched that they actually video called me from msiaa.. *tearinggg....* this is the first time i seee all of em together ever since i left.. i just feel so toucheddd soo sooo soo touchedd!! thanksss meiz boo zyang nic and munkeong.. its always the heart that countss.. u guys shud know how much i love u all okiee!!!! <3> i know its pretty yuk ma, but still, i mean it :D

so, we had a short talk cause someone's microphone is not working..lolss.. so in the end we didnt really chat, but only seeing each other's faces..lolss.. they are still the samee.. :) which is a good thingg.. !!! when the gang is formed, it stays forever right?:) *hugss* they only bad thing was, they saw my auntiee look.. OMG.. lolss..

anyw, altho its a short one, but it actually means alot to me.. also, it shows that they still rmbr me.. :D wheeeeeeeeeeee!! too bad jose and yin and other buddies were'nt there.. but im suree they do miss mee.. hahaha *perasan-ted*

this is basically the story i want to share :P thanks to the 5 of em.. :) it actually made my day :)

below are the picts taken while video calling them.. :)

XOXO.

Easter!


yeah! easter break has officially started!!:) im freeeee from assignments for....few days i guess.. but hu caress! i just hand in 2 assignments and did 1 test yest.. :S so so so so stresssseddd!! thank god, that hectic moment has finally over.. more to come, i know.. but plss plss plss let me go hyper for a few days first!! :)

so today's good friday, all shops are close i supposed.. no shopping for me :S damn! im dying to shop! i cant wait to grab cheapieeee stufffss!!! my darlingsss have to teman me :D:D

anyhow, ntg much to update recently.. since i was at home for the past few dayssss.. the latest outing was elsie's bday.. picts are processing in fb.. :) so do visit my fb :) :)


thats all, happiee easter!!! hope everyone of u celebrates the 1 week break to the maxxx!!



XOXO.
this is wad i found in melb central :) :)

Birthday Shoutout.!



this post is specially dedicated to my beloved MUMMY whoz currently in msia !!! :)

my dearest mummy, happieee xx bday! i know u dun like to reveal ur age, so i shall put it xx insteadd :) :) hehe anyw, u still look young as usual, dont look like ur age either.. hehehe thats wad ppl always say right?heheee.. oh well thats the fact actually :D

this is the first time for me not celebrating ur bday with u, OMG this is soo strange for me.. i've been celebrating with u for 19 yrs already, and now im soo not used to the feeling.. goshh.. anyhooo,mummy i want to apologise to u for celebrating with u this yr,but at least i did sent a bday wish to u ..hehee its the heart that counts right mummy :D
hope u had a great dinner with daddy, da ge, er ge and my 2 grandmothers.. :D
rmbr to get a diamond ring from daddy!! hahahahaa!!!


lastly, stay healthy and happie always okiee? :D


dun worry bout me, im doing fine here.. is just that studies has become moree stressssss.. i mean it.. its super stresss.. zzzz
anyw, will try to work EXTRA hard..:P


below are 3 perfect picts i found in muh album.. :D
thats mummy, the bday gurl with her beloved storm boi :)
thats me and mummmy!!!

loveeeeeee u alwaysssssssss!!!! <3>

take careeee!!!!

omg i really misssss my long long hair hell loadss.. :S

Random post.

i like this pict!!! :P

nice effect yehh??

thanks teng teng teng!!! :D

XOXO.

BabyT

helllllooooo!! im actually studying tourism economics.. but duno why, the feeling of blogging is sooo tempting all of a sudden.. hahahaha so here i am, blogging again..LOL.


there's ntg much to blog bout actually.. picts of the latest outing are not with me yet.. still waiting for my dear elsie to tag me in fb...hehehee.. we went to south yarra for lunch yest, fyi. hehehe.. it was great! i liked it.. i love her jokes and all.. love u so much gurl!! hehehee.. :D

anyw, this post is mainly about.. hmmmm the title has already explained, ahem.. babyT.. ahem.. so those hu have no idea who the hell babyT is.. u guys just have to scroll down and look at the picts.. yes, the guy beside jolin is muh babyT.. hahahaa okie la, i know im being too over fantasizing him.. wakakakakaka. yeah wad to do?hez born to make me adore him soooooooo much!!! :P credits shud be given to fated-to-love-you drama, my headings.. hehehehe..

so like i said, i was doing notes for half of the day, meantime searching for his new picts :) to be honest, its like a daily routine to check out his news or picts or videos or wtv that is related to him.. *nyeknyeknyek* so so so, i found out stg new today :) apparently, he was the actor in jolin's new music video, named 妥协 . too bad, the mv is not released yet.. i am waiting for the day it releases, and im soo gonna dl it.. hehehehe.. the same thing happened to me when s.h.e's 安静了 released.. hahahaa.. seee, how loyal i am?hahahaaha... how can i not save or dl his picts and videos right?hahahhaha

oh yes, not to forget, im chasing his current drama defeated queen 败犬女王 like mad gurl every week.. lolss.. i sooo beh tahan laa.. can only watch 1 ep per week.. wth! its damn gan cheong okiee.. cause its the climax part dy i guess..hehehee ..

okok back to the main point.. so i've found out the picts of him and jolin as well.. those picts were takin during the process of taking the mv.. :D :D

hehehee, i cant wait!!! LOLs

okay, ppl, enjoy the pictss yaaa.. guys, dun be jealous when u all see his sizzling hot picts okiee?hahahhaha!

OMG!!!! isnt he cuteeeee and hot????OMGOMGOMG

and thats jolin tsai beside him, hehehee i like her length and colour sooooo much!!!!!

the 2nd pict is sooooooooooooooooo sweeeeet right?OMG.. hehehee, and well i've done research and it has proven that hez a goood bf.. :D

handsome right??????hehehehehee...

how can i dun show u guys such niceee and sweeet picts right.. hahahahaa

i misss my long hair alot.. sobss!

xoxo.

:)


check out "melbourne zoo" album in muh facebook!! =) im soo soo soo lazy to upload the picts here.. so yup! do check out my fb alright!! there were 100++ photos altogether.. i've taken a few days to get it done.. lols..

so so so so, i haven been bloggin ever since my mum left.. so i guess its time to revive !!!.. to be honest, i was very-the-emo on that particular day.. the scene where my mum gave me a big big hug!! seeing her, walking towards the cab. OMG.. i just couldnt stop tearing.. to be honest, i really miss her alot alot alot alot!!!!

oh well, is not like my mum will fly back if i cont sobbing right.. so i guess its time for me to grow up.. hahahaa.. luckily my sis is still wit me.. so it wasnt that baddd.. :D thanks sis for the big big hug as well... :) so yeap! after the few hectic days that i've gone thru, life has been much much better already... =) i totally have no time to be sadd.. LOL. imagine how stress i am.. 3rd week has already killed me.. or more like half dead.. hahaha. i know i should not complain so much as there are loads more to come..=S

so i guess this post is gonna be a boring + no picts post.. the previous post has taken me daysssssssssssssssssss!! i hafta chill abit first b4 i start the uploading task again.. lols..
let me talk bout melb.. days when im independent.. hehehe actually i was kinda proud when i first took the train alone *ahem* (i know its ntg to u guys, but its stg to me) to city, to meet up with zink zink! hehehee.. was pretty scared that i took the wrong train, but luckily god was there to bless me, protect me :) so i successfully reached melb central.. hehehehehe.. "there's always the first timeeee!!!" as u guys know, back home in msia, its either my mum or my friends who do the driving job..lols.. thank you mummy and friends of course! now i've grown up to be a big gurl dy.. anyw, australia's public transport is not as bad as msia's onee.. hahaha so its not that dangerous to take public transport alone here.. hehehehehee.. so like i said, once there's a first time, there'll always be the 2nd 3rd 4th ......time.. and the list goes on.. after all, im taking the shuttle bus everyday without friends temaning.. ?so?hahaha, life still goes on right?lols. im kinda used to it already.. so yeahh.. sometimes, being alone isnt that badd.. provided the "emo feel" doesnt disturb me.. well, b4 i start this, no offence to all my friendss... =) im just generally saying this.. lols.. sometimes, ppl may not be there for u like all the timee.. so the only thing u can do is.. DIY! do it urself!!!! :) been thru this for quite some time dy.. so i guess.. doing aloneee is fun though?right?zink?lolsss.. learn from mistake kan?hahahhaaah zink will rescue me if anything happens.. HAHAHAHAHA...
it really takes time for me to be familiar with the bus stops, train and tram stations cause im still in a blur condition when it comes to all these.. -_____________- but certain places,like city or chadstone, im still fine with it.. hehehehe..

shit, i've been crapping soo much already.. guess its time to stop.. just an update for my family to see.. hehehe..

miss my family and friendsss loadssss...!!!
daddy mummy big bro and 2nd bro! just to let u all know that im doing fine here.. sis has been doing a great "job" here.. hahaha taking care of me and all.. so no worriess yaaaa???

friendsss!! j-11!! i misss u guys so so so much!!! hope u guys are gathering happily most of the time.. :) dun forget to update me with the outings and all okieeee???!! take care!!


xoxo.